| finals OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[May. 15th, 2008|01:57 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
everything went smoothly.. thank the lord. *really thank you*
i thought i was going to fail everything because i won't be able to finish things on time
but i turned in jewelry a week early to get into spring show jury
turned in my online project 8 hours before deadline! *how amazing!!!!*
and finished my type 3 book ( 2 copies and a mock!, 2 soup cans, 2 sets of cards and well 1 poster)
AMAZINGU!
so now i clean house (it was covered with trails of paper that followed me while i frantically go from one place to another)
i bring my printer baby to fix (my r2400 pooped out on me.. reached its service life.. then stop sucking paper.. yeah.. fantastic.. right before finals week.. well i guess it is better than monday night.. )
GET AN INTERNSHIP ( oh my god.. everybody's got one except me.. i will send resumes to EVERYBODY, please take in some free labor)
start working on taiko stuff... >________<
go rent some soldering space.. and work on my thesis for reals..
so much to do *cry*
song list right now
01 BLACK DIAMOND // amurochan & DOUBLE
02 アメあと // w-inds.
03 ONE LOVE // w-inds.
04 better days ~sweet love side~ // 加藤ミリヤ
05 better days ~through my eyes // 田中ロウマ
06 sparkling // BoA
07 glowly days // 西野カナ
08 I // 西野カナ
09 こよいキミに恋をして // AYUZE KOZUE
10 ﾅﾐﾀﾞ// 田中ロウマ
lots of new people thanks to daisuke
and HOW ON EARTH DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS SONG... BETTER DAYS by 童子-T feat 加藤ミリヤ & 田中ロウマ
hence 04 and 05 up there are the same title.. they both took this song and made it their own..
AND have different lyrics.. ALL THREE SONGS have different lyrics except for the chorus. how cool is that.
DOUBLE is doing a collab with amurochan and here comes BLACK DIAMOND. super cool PV
i like how their outfits, dance and hair mirror each other.. esp the interlude.. with all the black diamond around them. the side parts and the dance. super cooooooooooooooooool. i love you amurochaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!
well i will link this PV except youtube keeps on deleting it. it is the 3rd time already.. dunno why..
and well here is BoA's new song Sparkling from her Vivid single..
i stopped listening to BoA for a while but her recent songs are more my taste.. and well this one is a little cute but the PV is so fun. it is like those video games.. you pick and choose what you want and change your set. cute.
oh oh and here is puffys PV too.. ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.. and it is written by avril lavigne?! i love the use of polaroids.. the song is okay but i am amazed by their engrish.. I UNDERSTAND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amazing.
oh yeah.. lots of AMAZINGU stuff.. heehe.. |
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| just feel like posting something |
[Apr. 7th, 2008|12:49 am] |
song list of the week:
01. w-inds. / アメあと
02. 青山テルマ / そばにいるね feat. SoulJa
03. amurochan / WHAT A FEELING
04. SoulJa / ここにいるよ feat. 青山テルマ
05. w-inds. / One Love
06. hikki / heart station
07. hikki / beautiful life
08. BOA / Love Letter
09. hikki / Prisoner of Love
10. w-inds. / is that you?
a w-inds. single that i fell in love with the second i heard it.. that haven't happened for a long long time.. way overdue. their new song AME ATO reminds me of HANAMUKE and they have a good c/w song to go with it! can't wait for it. though the PV... feels totally ripped off.. unless you're a keita fan that is. there is probably a total of 10 seconds ryuuchan shot.. how sad.
with daisuke's recommendation, fell in love with Aoyama Teruma's Soba ni Iru Ne, and also its "sister song", Soulja's Koko ni Iru yo. They are a call and answer pair and i love them both so much!
and how can i not love amuro with her latest single 60s 70s 80s.. i looooooooooooove WHAT A FEELING. it is great! a remix version of the original song from Flash Dance.. it is reminiscent of it but it doesn't sound like it at all. GREAT JOB amurochan! =)
neways.. been working on my website.. should be done by next week.. need to do spell check and typo check and add my resume and crap like that but it will be done soon.. can't wait to get me a jobby job with it! |
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| been a while |
[Dec. 8th, 2006|11:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bobby's house | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | none | ] |
nothing much
want to rant
want to write
school is tough
i don't want to fail
but damn vis comm is so hard
grace is doing well because of carolina
why did i have to have michael?
i wish i learnt more about type
bobby is in israel
>_<
i am here in his house doing homework
maybe i should just move here
i love sheridan but i get distracted by her
and her cat hair drives me insane.. (esp when she rubs her butt on my face = = )
but you just don't move into somebody's house just because you want to
and i don't think bobby will ever ask.. so..
but he did write that he missed the person who kidnapped his sweatshirt
and who else would steal his clothes but me
he can be so sweet =)
MUAH! |
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| i got my baby back!!! XD |
[Oct. 25th, 2006|11:26 pm] |
things finally looked a little better
i got my car back and insurance paid for the car and also rental car!!!!!!!!!!!
i cannot believe it
it won't have happened without my cousin's help.. she is totally the best!!!!!!!
she and her fabulous way of talking!!!!!!
that cleared up stuff a little.. so it is good
so one prob down
the other prob is my other cousin
she still doesn't speak to me.
does it really matter anymore? at this point?
if she strongly believes that i did something wrong,
then i firmly believe that she said something wrong.
but i still do what nice neigbors do, i take her mail and i take trash can (trash days) in when possible
(like if i actually left the house that day heehee.. )
i am not going to go over and apologize whatsoever, i have my beliefs
digital class is doing flash stuff.. so it makes me feel better.. to be able to know that i am doing certain things right for sure
book art is cool i like all the different bindings.. maybe i should switch my major to book art.. i will be the second julie chen!
the midterm was due today and i slept at 630 - 730 i thought i was going crazy..
i wish i had more time for book art.. it is al my fault but i don't think i could have spared it more time..
i am just so pooped by monday nights that no creative ideas flow..
i have to figure out a way to be more productive on monday nights
vis comm still drives me crazy
i am really really worried and time is just passing passing by.. i don't think i do enough but i am not sure what to do at the same time
i am so screwed
taiko is okay
i teach but i mess up a lot.. and esp when sensei is there
i think he hates me now but lisa san said he is just busy
hopefully.....
song list for now..
01. 倖田來未 - ふたりで・・・ (WHOOSH MIX)
02. 橘慶太 - 道標
03. 岸本早未 - 笑う君と
04. 大塚愛- 恋愛写真
05. RAIN - with U
06. RAIN - not a single day
07. hiro - いつか二人で
08. AYUSE KOZUE - boyfriend
09. 伊藤由奈 - losin'
10. 岸本早未 - i miss you
so i was snooping around in myspace cos i was stuck with my HW or whatsoever
and i found who mike's new gf is!!!!
she is his friend from thailand.. the one he met on myspace before he went to thailand the first time.
i know this is weird and all but i feel ripped off
it is like.. did they start before we broke up?
did anything happen in thailand?
i want to still believe in him and his loyalty (at that point) and her integrity
but i just can't help feeling cheated on. it is just weird.
but whatever it is.. i am happy that he is happy.
i always wonder how i measure up..
like whether bobby likes me the best out of all the relationships..
he never tells me.. but i dunno whether he thinks about that..
like it will hurt my pride if i knew that mike likes his current gf more than he liked me.
but it makes sense right? you probably like your current more than your ex
that is how relationships go.. i am weird = =
and i hate it when we go to parties and bobby's ex is there..
i know there is nothing to be jealous of but i hate it
they have a history i know nothing about and he missed her after they split
sometimes i think he liked her more than he likes me but i will never know because he doesn't think about stuff like that
i wish i know what is on his mind..
neways should start some assimilation reserach which i should have done years ago = =
darn vis comm
for those who read.. i know this journal is public..
but when people get together to discuss what i wrote.. it is kinda weird..
on one hand it makes sense cos it IS public
but it is a journal also.. you just don't read and go around talking about it.. ? no?
but no matter what.. my journal is my journal..
i will write what i want.
i never really mention names until recently.
and i don't think there is anything wrong.
if one is not afraid to say something, why is one afraid that it is repeated in public.
if one is afraid of how the public will think, then one should be more careful when one speaks.
i sound like some philosopher = = |
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| i want to cry cry cry cry cry |
[Oct. 10th, 2006|12:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | de haro.. | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | 伊藤由奈- losin' | ] |
cry for my car
cry for money
cry for school
cry because of my cousin
cry because of bobby
i want to just sit here and cry all day long
why does insurance have to be mean and not pay for my car?
why doesn't my cousin take any step ( i wrote her a note to say thanks for dinner at least.. no reply.. )
why is everything my fault
why doesn't bobby see things my way
why is bobby always so fair and not biased..
why can't i feel 偏心 or 寵愛 from anybody
i feel fairness and neutral from everybody
i want to be strong and not be negative
but it just gets worse every day
and bobby doesn't see it my way..
nobody agrees with me other than grace..
i want to go home.. i want my dad.. >_ |
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| this is a place for me to talk, afterall |
[Oct. 10th, 2006|12:02 am] |
i try not to say anything so nobody can read and tell
but this is the internet afterall
but this is a place for me to talk also
so.. hm.. here goes
what is up with the bus..
it says it will be here every 10 minutes..
i SO DO NOT believe it..
insurance is driving me crazy
and rental car is just out of control expensive
so i am going to return it.. it is just too much
and i might stay with grace for a week or so!!!!
so i can walk really fast to school in 15 min
511.org says it takes me 29 min to get to school.. if everything happens according to its schedule that is
another website claims that i can probably be in school ike 15 min = =
i don't believe any of it
a 20 min muni ride can easily become a 60 min ordeal with cars breaking down, not arriving on time
and i definitely have the right to say this.. this happened to me MANY TIMES before
buses are good once you're on it, but what if it is late
and what if i am in a hurry??!!!!!
and i think i have the right to say this too!!! waiting for the bus to go to jtown takes longer than being on the bus = =
why do they make it sound so easy?
so i can take the bus?
i just want my car back =~~( |
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| for the sake of peace |
[Sep. 21st, 2006|10:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | de haro.. darn homework | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | clazziquai project - love mode | ] |
but things will never be the same
and i don't regret what i did |
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| my lj is my lj |
[Sep. 17th, 2006|06:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bobby new place | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | blah | ] |
what i have written, is what i would have said
that's all i can say. |
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| LIFE SUCKS! |
[Sep. 8th, 2006|07:37 pm] |
WHO CAN BELIEVE THIS
2nd accident in 5 weeks
i feel like crap..
it is not my fault.. she ran the stop sign..
i even have some guy who came out and said that
should have gotten his info but i remember where he lives..
BUT COULD I HAVE STOPPED IT
i saw her stop after i did but started going when i was in the intersection..
i thought she was going to stop.. i thought just inching forward
cos she was on a hill.. i thought she wanted to inch forward onto flat land..
kinda like my first accident.. in the white car
that i assumed the guy was turning into the garage..
i guess never too assume anymore..
i hate hate hate hate this.. like.. what the hell is wrong with me
is it me? or really just unlucky..
bobby is worried that i am too focused on getting the car moving i don't see anything else
but the thing is that i saw it..
i really did..
i dunno.. should i have stopped? would that have helped?
i guess that's a case of defensive driving..
i am just so sad.. last time the car was given (or so i thought)
this time i bought this car.. SOOOOOOOOOO SAD
i should be grateful that i am safe this time
but i am just so PISSED!!!!!!! |
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